I'm not going to go into detail about July 2011. All I'm going to say is that the month comprised of almost every emotion a person can think of and all I feel at the end of it is utter exhaustion. The month of July has been hectic, frustrating, upsetting, and all the above. I wouldn't say that it's been a particularly good month and possibly the only remote positive thing that's come out of the month is that I was able to obtain a 2nd job right at the end of the month that brought a lot of relief because the extra money will go far for my future. That move was a part of a larger cluster of moves that were made uncharacteristically; I tried to achieve things in ways that I don't normally. I don't know if I was propelled to make these said moves out of desperation to make some aspects of my life come more alive or if I really am just sick of watching my life pass me by cause so many other people in my life are all too content with doing that and I don't want to be like them. Either way, I made some moves and did some things that were brave on my part and while I do not regret doing them, I would say most of them did not turn out in my benefit in the end. Lessons learned.
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